I ran into my ex’s closest and oldest friend today. Hadn’t seen him in years. I thought it had been 30 years, he said more like 10. Whatever. It was actually really great to see him. After all the hi’s and I can’t believe it’s, he said he was sorry to hear what happened and […]
Read MoreI think I am doing great. I know I am doing well. I am coming up to 5 years of finding out about the affair and having my now ex walk out of my life. I am creating a wonderful life. I get a lot of inspiration and learning from books. Last week I was […]
Read MoreI am in a yoga gratitude challenge this month at my yoga studio. Along with 16 yoga practices this month, we are asked to practice daily gratitude. One suggestion is to write a gratitude A-Z list, for each letter of the alphabet find something you feel real gratitude for. So I began. A. The first […]
Read MoreI haven’t written for quite some time. Not sure why. My excuse is time, but that is really only an excuse. Maybe habit? I just got out of the habit? Or maybe I just got lazy. Doesn’t really matter. I am back now and ready to continue to share my story. It has been almost […]
Read MoreI actually didn’t even know if I would recognize him. When we talked about getting together, I asked if he just wanted to meet somewhere. He said no, he would pick me up. I was staying at my mother’s apartment. He texted me when he got there. I went down to meet him. It was […]
Read MoreIt has been a while since my last post. So much has gone on. I don’t even know where to begin. So let me start with a guy. This sounds so cliche, but I went to my 40th high school reunion and met a guy there. I was in a class of over 700, so […]
Read MoreI hurt a friend deeply by saying something I should not have. We were out drinking and carrying on and I did something stupid. But that is not an excuse. I own my bad behavior and feel just terrible about it. One huge thing I have gotten from this journey after the betrayal is to […]
Read MoreIn the aftermath of the affair, my self-esteem was pretty much gone. I didn’t feel like a beautiful, sexual, wonderful, vibrant female, but rather like an old dried up hag. The thought of dating again scared the heck out of me. There was no way I wanted to get hurt again. And I felt like […]
Read MoreWe walked outside. He asked if he could hold my hand. He knew where he wanted to take me. To a Spanish restaurant for tapas. It was maybe a 15 minute walk. We held hands and kissed pretty often as we strolled through the streets of Dublin. We were in a busy area. He told […]
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